Hailing from lovely Bournemouth on the southern English coast is NAVE, the solo music project of British singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, composer and producer Nathan Evans. Incorporating a broad array of genres and styles, including alternative rock, electronica, trip-hop, folk, ambient, orchestral and dark wave, the hyper-talented artist creates dramatic, incredibly compelling music that’s often atmospheric and gorgeous, but sometimes also harsh and unsettling. Though he says he generally shies away from listening to a lot of music, as he prefers to “be naive and not heavily influenced by others’ music” in the creation of his own songs, he admits to finding inspiration from the music of his youth by such acts as Radiohead, Nirvana, Queens Of The Stone Age, Muse, BRMC, UNKLE, Deftones, Limp Bizkit, Morcheeba and Moby. And in fact, Nathan formed a band called Deltorers in his teens, which eventually took him to Australia in support of Queens Of The Stone Age.

Nathan’s a deeply thoughtful guy who’s unafraid to tackle issues relating to social justice, mental health and emotional well-being. A truly prolific songwriter, he’s released a staggering amount of music over the past 12 years or so, both as NAVE and as front man of alternative psychedelic rock band Native Tongue. He’s been on a creative tear since 2021, and has released a ton of music, including numerous singles, several EPs and a monumental album God’s Waiting Room, featuring an astounding 31 tracks, in April 2023. (You can read my review here.) And one of his singles “Broken Record”, a hauntingly beautiful song decrying the addictive nature of social media and its negative impacts on our emotional well-being, went all the way to #1 on my Top 30 chart and ranks #14 on my 100 Best Songs of 2022 list.

His latest release is a fastinating and dark 10-track album titled simply “X“, which dropped January 31st. I’ll discuss the songs and my take on their meanings later, but in a nutshell, the album tells the story of a girl who suffers from a major life-altering trauma at the age of 14, and how she deals with it going forward. When I asked Nathan about the rather obscure title, he responded “The album has intentionally been made for the listener to find their own meaning. Think of it as when David Lynch is asked what it means, ha ha – he leaves it to the audience to make up their mind. So this album has a little privacy behind it but which I think makes it special, as people will ask so many questions. The title ‘X’ refers to the Roman numeral 10 for 10 songs in the album, and also as a symbol for its open interpretation.”

First and foremost, the songs on X are equal parts melancholy, disturbing and beautiful. The music consists predominantly of pensive acoustic guitar notes, accompanied here and there by haunting atmospheric orchestral synths, gentle piano keys and soft percussion, lending an enchanting texture to the otherwise moody tracks. Another interesting feature is how Nathan sings in both his deeper voice and an ethereal falsetto, which almost gives the impression of having two different vocalists on a few tracks, as well as providing a bit of contrasting tension.

The album opens with “The Tide”, in which NAVE introduces us to a young girl who is harmed, possibly raped by someone she’d trusted: “Innocence and wonder were the lights that she stood under. When she turned 14 the world wasn’t what it seemed. Predatory eyes, devils in disguise. Cartoons had not prepared her for the pain that god declared her. To clip an angel’s wings, and tie them up strings./There’s nothing left to say, only bide your time and wait.”

On “The Ashes”, she’s taken somewhere where she’ll be safe, but the effects of her trauma continue to haunt her, with her possibly resorting to cutting or burning herself to try and deal with her emotional pain: “Her stomach grows sick, her wings were clipped, and slowly her blood had drained. She felt so weak, wiping the ashes stuck to tears on her cheek./Emotional wreck, digging her nails in the back of her neck.”

One of the most disturbing but sonically beautiful tracks is “The Scars”, which continues to explore her coping mechanisms, this time focusing on her dreams of exacting revenge on those who hurt and/or failed to protect her, and erecting walls to keep her safe from predators: “She would awake from nightmares with tears in her eyes. Dreams of torture, her family burned alive. Plagued by corruption by her own broken mind. What kind of asshole rips an angel’s wing? She built a castle to stop them getting in.“

Just past the halfway mark of X we’re hit with quite a surprise on the haunting track “The Apology”, in which NAVE reveals that the young girl and her story were fabricated in order to make the listener take notice and connect with him and his music. The lyrics are incredibly poignant, and probably accurately reflect the sentiments of more than a few musicians and authors: “We’re over halfway and I’m sorry to say I fed you all a lie. The girl never existed. I had to stop writer’s block, so I made her up. Can you forgive me? I’m sorry to disappoint, emotionally exploit. I’m just playing the game so you would remember my name. I know it’s kind of pathetic. I hope you still think I’m poetic. Please forgive me for lying through my teeth. I’m trying to make you feel something that is real. I must connect to gain all of your respect. To stop me from feeling worthless and give me some kind of purpose.”

Then, on track eight “The Moment”, he returns to the girl who’d been victimized, indicating that she is in fact real after all. “The moment she couldn’t speak of. The moment she was afraid. The moment no one listened to a word she had to say. The moment she was a victim as an innocent young girl. This world makes me angry. It’s no joke, that’s a real person in pain. What’s the matter with you, that’s a real person, broken and bruised…screaming for help.”

On “The Strangest Secret”, it appears that the passage of time has allowed the girl to heal somewhat and take back control of her own life: “That little girl has discovered a secret. Now she gets to keep it all for herself. Silence growing, her life is glowing. Attracting nature to her, power runs right through her. Knowledge now she knows she’s reaping what she sows.”

On the stunning closing track “The Lost and the Found”, NAVE sings to the young woman who’s now become his muse, joyous in the fact they’ve found each other and in the process, rescued themselves from their demons and emotional traumas”: “I wanna freeze time, and stay here forever now I’ve found you, I wrote us these songs to heal our wounds and free us at last. You are my muse. You are my lost and found./ Time goes so fast, I’m grateful for every second I have that passes me by.”

It’s a beautiful, heartwarming and comforting end to both the story being told and the album itself. And once again, I’ve been blown away by NAVE’s artistry, creative imagination and soul-baring honesty.

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